Maybe I smoke a bit too much pot. Sometimes, it’s the only thing that occupies me. One thing I’ve realized about being home all the time and away from people is how peaceful it is. I really do need this seclusion to get my life together. I was always so concerned with other things that were going on. Things that are not important whatsoever. It’s working too, things are coming together nicely.
I think something is definately wrong though. I’m warching Bridezilla’s on the WE channel. I don’t know what has come over me. I would smack half of the women on this show. When I noticed it was on, I had to watch it. I wasn’t paying attention to the TV and I had my headphones on and then it all went sour. Hah! I looked and got hooked! Ok, that was my lame attempt at being ultracool.
I ended up in bed earlier than ever last night. That still only ended up being 5am or so. It could have been a little earlier. I don’t know why my family calls me in the early morning. I live a different schedule than they do. I don’t call them at 4 in the morning so why do they call me at 10 in the morning? It’s annoying… It makes me so mad sometimes but I get over it shortly thereafter. I shouldn’t forget that God has saved me from the gays! Thank you, Jesus!!!
I think my grandparents are anticipating my arrival. I keep telling them new things about the progression of my education and they become so happy. I guess because no one else in the family bothered to aspire to go to college. Well, I shouldn’t say that. Things happen in life for a reason, I’m not going to say they didn’t want to go. My family isn’t perfect but when it comes down to it, I wouldn’t change them for anything. I’ve never wanted for anything. I never wanted much, but what I wanted I got. More than anything, I just wanted the attention of my family.
There’s a pair of 2″ eyelets on eBay that I want. They’re cheap and they seem like a decent pair as far as the picture shows. I think the people are trustworthy enough to not rip you off. They have absolute perfect feedback. I’ve personally never had issues with eBay but I know people who have. I guess it all depends on who you choose to buy from. You should atleast check the feedback of the seller. Either way, here are a couple of pictures. I’ve had them on my camera for a couple days.
I have been doing nothing but exams for the last 12 hours or so. I’ve got everything done, for now atleast. I really want to go to bed but I want to stay awake for a bit to see what my final scores are. Only like 3 more hours until I’ll know. At least, I’m guessing about 3 more hours. Cigarettes and sweet tea have been my best friend. I think Lucille is giving me good luck too, seems like since I got her, a lot of things have come to surface. Oh, I’ll stop… I’m just being straigh weird now. I’m so tired I don’t know what to even say Oh yeah, I stretched my ears to 1-7/8″ today…
If you’re good at reading minds or good at reading between the lines, you’ll get this. I’ll get what I had before back, no matter what it takes. I know it’s possible, I can sense it. Not only that but I feel it on the inside. I just know.
Now that I’ve confused the great majority of the world, school officially starts tomorrow. I have to select my courses and all. I’m working towards a Bachelors Degree. I don’t think 4 years is such a long time. This post was in my drafts, I figured I would post it! Either way, I have some pictures. They’re small because I didn’t want to link them. It’s too much work. I’m listening to the Moldy Peaches. They’re the ones who did that song from the movie Juno. I didn’t even see the movie… I used to hear the song when I was working…
So, I’m sure you’re probably thinking I’m crazy but I’m not. I’m bored, that’s all. I seem to always be bored. It’s by my own choice. In order to get my life on track I’ve got to disassociate myself from others. It’s probably somewhat unhealthy but I have an unhealthy way of blowing everything off when I’m always surrounded by others. What’s more important to me? Friends or Career? I’ll have to go with Career for $1000, Alex! As soon as I’m on track, I’ll start to be more sociable. I’m holding out until Florida! I have no desire to meet anyone or associate with anyone here in Texas. Well, except the 2 guys who I usually chill with on a not so regular basis. They don’t constantly hassle me to do for them. I would do something for them!
Mother Nature is about to unleash 40 hells worth of rain. I can’t wait! I keep seeing the flashes of lightning and then the gentle rumble of the thunder. I’m also enjoying the mating habits and birthing process of chameleons. I never figured that the eggs would lay underground for a year. I always figured the mother would stick around and they would ride on her back! Hah, yes I’m lame like that. I never thought they would be underground either. I guess I should just stop thinking while I’m ahead. More later, possibly…
I probably blog a little too much but it’s almost like documenting my life on a daily basis. It could be useful if 30 years down the line I have some sort of memory loss and I would like to see what I used to do. I don’t guess this would be around for 30 more years. I think I’ve lost enough entries on other websites as it is. Now is as good of a time to start as any. I feel lame for even thinking that way. My life will probably eventually be surrounded by computers and the internet. I don’t see why I couldn’t do it…
SOMEWHERE—in desolate wind-swept space—
In Twilight-land—in No-man’s-land—
Two hurrying Shapes met face to face,
And bade each other stand.“And who are you?” cried one a-gape,
Shuddering in the gloaming light.
“I know not,” said the second Shape,
“I only died last night!”
