I’m sure everyone has aspired to be wealthy at least one time in their life. I’ve always wanted to be rich and enjoy an extravagent, traveling life and enjoying the finest things. Sometimes, the reality is so harsh! How many people are actually willing to do whatever it takes to live a comfortable life? I’m willing to do just about anything it takes. First, I think one should have an education. I’m not so concerned about when it comes along. I’m thinking my mid 30’s would be a nice time to be where I want to be. After the education is earned, getting the best job you can find, no matter what you have to do. You better be ultra-flexible and ready to travel.
There are many places I want to travel. I would also like to go on different exotic expeditions. Those are just a few that have caught my eye. This is probably my favorite websites that I’ve found. Oh, I just can’t stop looking at the different places. Oh, yeah I was able to find out more of what I already knew about the people of my past. I’m so glad I seen through all of them. There’s so much I want to say and I know I should stop going on and on about it. I’ll stop now… of course until something new surfaces! I should stop bothering with friends.
I seen one of the people that I completely blew off, turned my back to and forgot all about. Of course, he didn’t say anything. I can’t handle losers. I’m not going to say anything. For that matter, I don’t want to look at them. I’m done with people who use others! People who are, from the get go, trash talking you behind your back. I do trash talk, only when it’s being done to me. Like I’ve said a hundred times, I never needed anything from them. It was all them needing something from me. I’m not the one living in a cesspool of filth and poverty. I don’t mind the poverty, but when people don’t even try to make their life better yet constantly complain it’s sickening. So, here’s the game plan for ol’ Danny here…
I should be the future student of Computer Engineering Technology. I do believe that I will be making bank, doing something I love to do. Work with computers and technology. I’m such a techy geek. I think I fit the stereotype well also! I look “strange”, I am “strange” and I’m “overweight” — How do you like the quotes on that baby! Oh, fun times… I will let you know as soon as I know! I’m sure life will bring great things once my actual career starts. I can’t wait! I have so many dreams and I plan to live all of them. I want to travel, I want to travel with someone and I want to be happy. I also have aspirations of taking care of my Mother like she has done for me for so long. I don’t want to see her work anymore… It will have to come to an end as soon as I can make it possible. Only time will tell…
Today was a decent day. I was able to talk to someone I wasn’t able to for so long. I don’t know where any of it will go, but either way it makes me happy. He was supposed to call me back at some point in time but never did. It doesn’t bother me, but there’s a lot to say. We’ve been great friends since early childhood. A lot has happened to the both of us in the last 4 years and it would be nice to catch up. There will be time to do so, he’s a busy guy now. I’m still not sure what to think though… I don’t necessarily want to be in a relationship with him, I just want the friendship we had for so long. Which, we’ve had even after we stopped dating. It happens like that, great friends become lovers then realize they’re better off as friends. This is our case at least. We still did everything together and were still better than brothers. The occasional hanky panky was still there. Hah! It was equally as nice to talk to his mother, Reese. She’s a great woman. I have so many memories as a kid where it was Sean, Reese, his mothers friend and I riding to the beach. His mom was always smoking a joint. We were always going to Cocoa or Daytona. Most of the time we were on a very secluded part of the beach. I think they always knew we were gay because they always tanned topless! So many fond memories that I could go on and on about but I’m not sure anyone is that interested.
I can’t stop smiling right now though. His Dad always took us to see wrestling matches and as we got older to concerts. There was also a story of me peeing on his mother when I was a baby and she was watching us for my mother and her ex-husband. Yes, we go back that far… This has made my journey to Florida that much more important. I’ve found several old friends that because of me, we have lost contact. I don’t guess I should blame it all on me. Most of the girls I know married the guys I know and now they have kids. I know how hard it must be to be a mother and try and stay in contact with someone who has moved so much in the last 4 years. That person is me, by the way! I’m very happy, I can’t say it enough.
We may be leaving for Florida sooner than expected. I talked to my grandparents and they’re just needing physical help. My grandmother has been disabled my entire life and she’s always called me, “Legs” because I’ve always been her legs. She was born breached and her hips never quite developed along with her knee caps. Although, she has artificial hips and knee caps, they still don’t work like the normal, physically able persons. Her knees don’t bend whatsoever and her hips only give her limited mobility. My grandfather has had some medical problems that have affected his mobility greatly. He went from a hard working, physically fit man in the construction business to doing what he can and usually regretting it later. I’m just glad they don’t have to work anymore. They’re nicely set and I’m happy… Although, they do bring up “problems” with money. I think they’re more worried about leaving the family with money. My only concern is their well being. I know for a fact they will not worry and nor will my mother and I. We’re the only two in the will. They’ve always made sure we have whatever we want or need. I’m fortunate, I really am.
I think I’ve said enough for the time being. Ciao!
