Well, I went to see my family today. My Dad’s Mother was up from East Texas with my Aunt. My grandmother is a religious freak. I can’t express that enough. My Aunt is always with her and she’s pretty annoying too. She had gastric bypass and now she’s got fat just hanging everywhere. She was huge at one point. Don’t get me wrong, she looks 100% better, but she should have worked out. I’ve wanted the surgery also but I would work out as much as possible so I didn’t have all kinds of over hang. It’s just gross looking… I guess health is better than vanity. To some at least…. I’m not one of them. I went to sleep around 3pm or so. I didn’t wake up until 11:30 but I slept so good. I guess we had some pretty ferocious storms while I was sleeping. I didn’t happen to notice, haha!
Anywho, I made my decision to get curiouscadaver.com and my blog will be there after tomorrow. I should be able to get everything done by morning. I’m not going to do much with the domain. I have some projects I want to get to work on and I’ll be doing that as soon as the domain is ready. It’s much easier to host your own stuff instead of having to work with compressed crap and all that. Get my drift? I’m also a big fan of homemade porn and I am usually the one able to record people! That’s always fun too… I feel like a pervert now but that’s because I am.
I’m relieved about how good my hands are doing. No more itching, yay! I don’t think I’m going to get another Tarantula because the one I want needs a more tropical setup and I don’t have the extra money to buy the heating pad and more soil (it needs more because it burrows) and another tank. I’ll wait until I’m settled in Florida to get another one. It would be hard to try and deal with all that while moving..
Well, my tags expire soon (June 21st, my birthday) and I don’t have insurance and I need to renew my tags. I’ve got to get insurance soon so I can do so otherwise, my car will be a very large, paperweight. I was able to get a few hours of sleep today. I wasn’t really tired. The whitetrash brigade stood outside in front of my apartment talking to my mother and her boyfriend as they grilling. I don’t know why they come around knowing I hate them. I also think, in good taste, that my mother and her boyfriend shouldn’t speak to them either. I think it’s a conflict of interest. I’m usually not like this but as close as my mother and I are, I figured it was appropriate.
Anyway my father tells me to find the cheapest I can and he’ll pay for it. After I search all over, I find one for $200 down. I tell him, he calls me a liar in so many words. I go to the website he used to get insurance, they redirect me to the EXACT SAME WEBSITE I WENT TO. They still don’t believe me. My sister calls, she does it for me. I get mad because they don’t take my word for it. I’m under 25, so my insurance is higher and I have a DUI. So, in my opinion, my insurance would be higher than theirs, right? Of course not, I’m the one who’s always wrong. I can’t stand anyone in my family. My dad, sister, bro-in-law, my dads entire family. They all suck!!!!!
I’m so irritated right now! They’re always talking shit because I’m 22 and I don’t have a job ALTHOUGH I’m doing things like getting an education like my Dad has always told me to do, BUT it’s not enough. It’ll never be enough, he despises everything about me. My lifestyle, my clothing, my ears, my sense of happiness. I could go the rest of my life without seeing them. I may end up doing this when I get to Florida. I’m sure my mother will fill in the blanks they may have about me so all in all, they’ll still know what’s going on with me and I will them. The only thing is, I won’t have to directly talk to them. I do want them to just be happy with what I’m doing and who I am but I can’t make them. It hurts, no matter how much I say I don’t care. The reality is, I’m human and I’m not perfect. I shouldn’t expect anyone to like me for any reason because we’re all human. Opinions happen… so does life…
I ended up in bed earlier than ever last night. That still only ended up being 5am or so. It could have been a little earlier. I don’t know why my family calls me in the early morning. I live a different schedule than they do. I don’t call them at 4 in the morning so why do they call me at 10 in the morning? It’s annoying… It makes me so mad sometimes but I get over it shortly thereafter. I shouldn’t forget that God has saved me from the gays! Thank you, Jesus!!!
I think my grandparents are anticipating my arrival. I keep telling them new things about the progression of my education and they become so happy. I guess because no one else in the family bothered to aspire to go to college. Well, I shouldn’t say that. Things happen in life for a reason, I’m not going to say they didn’t want to go. My family isn’t perfect but when it comes down to it, I wouldn’t change them for anything. I’ve never wanted for anything. I never wanted much, but what I wanted I got. More than anything, I just wanted the attention of my family.
There’s a pair of 2″ eyelets on eBay that I want. They’re cheap and they seem like a decent pair as far as the picture shows. I think the people are trustworthy enough to not rip you off. They have absolute perfect feedback. I’ve personally never had issues with eBay but I know people who have. I guess it all depends on who you choose to buy from. You should atleast check the feedback of the seller. Either way, here are a couple of pictures. I’ve had them on my camera for a couple days.
Filed under: Geeky Goodness, Mr. Critic, Rambling | Tags: computers, critic, education, family, geeky, news, space
So, the general studies courses start tomorrow for me. This should give me what I need to continue my education with Computer Engineering! I’m very excited about this. It’s what I’ve needed for so long. It’s not that I haven’t been happy thus far but now I will be happier. I’ll be doing something that I enjoy, even more than cooking. I’m a nerd, computers are my life. I love them. I love to create and I love to interact with computers. I’ve had a computer since I was 10. I remember the huge floppy drives. I have memories of Dungeons and Dragons on the old box playing with the sad little joystick and the crappy graphics. Those were the days! Don’t get me wrong, I don’t know as much as some people but I know enough to get by and do what I need to do and sometimes do for others. What I don’t know now, I will know once I’m in school for it. Duh, it would kind of stupid if I didn’t…
I really want to donkey punch my Sister at the moment. She ran off with my phone! She thought it was hers and she came in and jumped in my bed. My Mom took a picture of us with her two boys (she has 3 more, but one is a girl) and it’s horrible. I look like I’ve been up for a week.
I guess we made it back to Mars safely!
ScienceDaily (2008-05-26) — A NASA spacecraft has sent pictures showing itself in good condition after making the first successful landing in a polar region of Mars. The images from NASA’s Mars Phoenix Lander also provided a glimpse of the flat valley floor expected to have water-rich permafrost within reach of the lander’s robotic arm. The landing ends a 422-million-mile journey from Earth and begins a three-month mission that will use instruments to taste and sniff the northern polar site’s soil and ice. Read more….
It’s somewhat exciting! It’s better than hearing what the red “eye” on Jupiter is. I’m so tired of hearing the same stuff over and over. You’re probably thinking the same thing about reading my blog. It probably seems like I do nothing but complain but that would be untrue. I’m just very critical. Someone once told me I would be the world’s next great critic. I ended up being a modified homo! I guess it’s a fair trade, I’m happy with it.
I just got on Myspace and my first boyfriend/best friend in the entire world messaged me. It has been SO difficult to get back in contact since the last we spoke his parents were going through a divorce and I had my own family issues. Four years of persistent searching has payed off! His mother got on the phone and told me how many thousands of times she thought about me and wondered how I was. I have done the same. I love his entire family and they’ve always made me feel like I was family. I remember when I was 14-15 his mother used to always tell me if I wanted to come back to Florida I could live with them and go to school. This was back when I lived here in Texas before. He used to beg me to come back all the time. I am such a happy camper today. I can’t believe what I just woke up to. Now, he’s the Shipping Manager at FedEx.
I can’t wait to see them. I couldn’t have asked for a better day. This has quite possibly brightened my entire month up plus it has given me more to look forward to.
