Well, I went to see my family today. My Dad’s Mother was up from East Texas with my Aunt. My grandmother is a religious freak. I can’t express that enough. My Aunt is always with her and she’s pretty annoying too. She had gastric bypass and now she’s got fat just hanging everywhere. She was huge at one point. Don’t get me wrong, she looks 100% better, but she should have worked out. I’ve wanted the surgery also but I would work out as much as possible so I didn’t have all kinds of over hang. It’s just gross looking… I guess health is better than vanity. To some at least…. I’m not one of them. I went to sleep around 3pm or so. I didn’t wake up until 11:30 but I slept so good. I guess we had some pretty ferocious storms while I was sleeping. I didn’t happen to notice, haha!
Anywho, I made my decision to get curiouscadaver.com and my blog will be there after tomorrow. I should be able to get everything done by morning. I’m not going to do much with the domain. I have some projects I want to get to work on and I’ll be doing that as soon as the domain is ready. It’s much easier to host your own stuff instead of having to work with compressed crap and all that. Get my drift? I’m also a big fan of homemade porn and I am usually the one able to record people! That’s always fun too… I feel like a pervert now but that’s because I am.
I’m relieved about how good my hands are doing. No more itching, yay! I don’t think I’m going to get another Tarantula because the one I want needs a more tropical setup and I don’t have the extra money to buy the heating pad and more soil (it needs more because it burrows) and another tank. I’ll wait until I’m settled in Florida to get another one. It would be hard to try and deal with all that while moving..
For my birthday, I’m getting some custom made plugs from Paul’s Plugs and hoping to get a Golden Starburst Baboon Tarantula, pictures below. I got some sleep lastnight. I also got some awesome stuff for my eczema called Dermarest. It does work instantly and I would recommend it to anyone who just wants some relief. It was the best reviewed stuff that I seen. The pharmacist recommended Eucerine but after I seen everyone saying how good Dermarest was, I got it instead. I’m pleased and relieved. Either way, my fat thighs are getting fatter and it’s got to stop.
Ok, this is getting pretty old. The eczema on my hands is getting out of control. No matter what I use, it wakes me up itching and burning. It’s pretty much impossible for me to get a good night sleep. My hands hurt and burn so bad at the moment. I have the worse hands of anyone I know. Except for Charlotte, she has horrible ungodly eczema. Her hands are usually cracked and bleeding. I’m thankful that my hands aren’t that bad but they’re bad enough. I can’t handle this constant itching and burning. My thighs are always itching too. Basically, my whole body is always itching. It says a person should try not to bath themselves but how the hell does one do that? I could understand if you were married or had a significant other, but that I do not have. It’s driving me up the wall! I have Dyshidrosis, a less common type of eczema. I’ve mentioned it before. It’s irritating!
So, I’ve been doing some exercising. I need to cut back on how much I eat. I think I’m eating more than I used to because I’m bored. From now on, no more eating snacks and all. I’ve got to take off some of this weight and get into better shape. It’s so hard to get determined to do something like this. From now on, less intake, more output. I’m going to work when I wake up, while I’m bored instead of eating and any other time I feel like doing anything detrimental to my weight loss.
Well, I think I’m going to try this sleep thing again. Something’s gotta give soon. I think I may go ahead and go to emergency room to see if they give me something for my hands. The hardest part is wondering what they’re going to say about my scars and cuttings on my arms. It some cases, they may assume I’m a harm to myself. What they don’t know is that it’s not about hurting myself, I definately don’t cut to get by in my day to day life. I do get depressed, I’m human… Who doesn’t? Don’t think I cut because of it though, that’s a definate no. I see MTV is trying to start showing more videos. One thing I do like though, is the Movie Awards on MTV.
I guess enough people complained over the years! I can’t tell you when I actually watched MTV for videos. I usually watch it for the reality shows which seem to be the same over and over and over. I think TRL ruined the videos on MTV. I hated how they showed 2 minutes of a video, if that long. It never made any sense. I want to hear the entire song, but like I said, MTV isn’t really the channel I prefer. I would rather watch MTV2 or Fuse. Vh1 has been obsolete for some time now. I don’t know what happened there. Maybe it’s because there’s no more Insomniac Music Theatre. When they actually showed awesome videos.
Enough ranting on about something that has no room to be talked about. I guess that’s what this blog is all about! I get to ramble on about whatever the hell I want.
Here’s a picture of one of my fingers. It actually looks better in the picture than it does in person. I hope the vinegar soaks helped. They feel much better, but they looked wicked right after the soak. All of the bumps were apparents and it was gross.
It’s pretty neat to see the story about Greensburg, KA and how they’re rebuilding it the be a “green” town. The entire town will be built according to LEED standards. I think it’ll be neat to see what the town will look like and what different technologies that will be used. I guess we’ll see.
Other than that, nothing is happening. My skin has itched all over since I moved here in December. I don’t know what the hell is going on. I have tried everything and nothing has helped the itch. I’ve taken an oatmeal bath and it made it worse. I have come to the conclusion that I have Dyshidrosis. My symptoms match 100% – I figured it was Eczema but I wasn’t clear exactly what form. I’m off to try some home remedies. I should have started this long ago. It’s bad on my hands and it just gets worse at night and hot days. It intches crazily and it’s all over. It affects the trunk and limps of the body. Excactly me, my thighs also though. It drives me crazy!! AHHHH!
