I just got on Myspace and my first boyfriend/best friend in the entire world messaged me. It has been SO difficult to get back in contact since the last we spoke his parents were going through a divorce and I had my own family issues. Four years of persistent searching has payed off! His mother got on the phone and told me how many thousands of times she thought about me and wondered how I was. I have done the same. I love his entire family and they’ve always made me feel like I was family. I remember when I was 14-15 his mother used to always tell me if I wanted to come back to Florida I could live with them and go to school. This was back when I lived here in Texas before. He used to beg me to come back all the time. I am such a happy camper today. I can’t believe what I just woke up to. Now, he’s the Shipping Manager at FedEx.
I can’t wait to see them. I couldn’t have asked for a better day. This has quite possibly brightened my entire month up plus it has given me more to look forward to.
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Well, I’m really waiting for Ninja Gaiden II to come out. It’s a game I love and can’t wait to get my hands on. I’ve already done all the damage to GTAIV as I can. I think 88% completion is just fine with me. Another game that didn’t have a chance was Devil May Cry 4! I’m also anticipating the arrival of Gears of War 2 along with Resident Evil 5. I read there’s also supposed to be a new Silent Hill game but I’ve never gotten into that whole series. It just never appealed to me. I’m pretty pissy about God of War 3 not coming to the Xbox console but I never expected it to. I think as of now, it’s only available on PSP. I guess a boy can dream.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m watching, “The Paper” on MTV. I don’t know why I even stopped on this. It’s caught my attention. It’s funny to see shit from High School but I don’t think I should be this interested in watching it. I should be getting my new plugs in the mail soon. They’re 1-7/8″ – So close to 2″ again! I’m very excited about this. Monday starts a new chapter in life also. I start some general studies classes. It should help me get into a good school for technology/computer related work. I’m really shooting for a game developer type of job but I would be just as excited doing some general programming, graphic design, etc.
I feel more gay than I ever have for saying this but I would love to go see the “Sex and the City” movie. I absolutely loved the series. Rich, bitches tromping all around New York City, having the time of their lives. I guess it could be worse…
The amazing painting above is by Shannon Larratt. I’ve always been quite fascinated with him. He’s always got something good to read over on his blog and he ran one of the most amazing websites that I’ve ever come across online. It’s full of so much, if it’s you’re thing… Alas, life takes it’s toll and now he’s on to other ventures. I’m quite excited to see what he does next. Well, I guess that’s all from me for the night/morning. I think it’s time I go to bed.
So, after an hour of watching TruTV (formerly CourtTV), I’m so tired of television. I was considering going out tomorrow nd buying another tarantula. I have an extra aquarium and all. It’s not so big, but it’s all it will need. I was also considering buying a divider for the current habitat and painting it black so they don’t stress out by seeing each other. I wonder if the paint would hurt them? I’ll find out…
Either way, not much is going on tonight. This town is the the worse place I’ve lived when it comes to weekend entertainment and general entertainment at that. It’s ridiculous. There’s like 3 “decent” bars that I still wouldn’t frequent, the people are absolute douchebags and it’s not where I want to be. I’m counting down the time until I leave for Florida. I know there’s no definate date yet, but I’m still counting. I’m absolutely ready… I wish I could leave tomorrow. Florida is my life and the people there I openly bring into my life. I have so much there, I left so many people. I left everything and now I want it all back. Sooner rather than later, hopefully…
Well, today was a pretty decent day. I did some shopping online and went out for dinner at a great Mexican Restaurant. I actually spent some time with my mother and her significant other. That’s pretty unusual for me to do. I’m not much of a social person and going to restaurants is probably one of my least favorite things to do. I should get out and do more but I honestly don’t have much to do. I’ve got what I need. I have very few friends, mostly because I’ve cut people off since they tend to take advantage of me a little too much. I can’t handle it when people are so fake. You can pretty much tell when people are out to get whatever they can from you. I’ve never been that kind of person. I’ve often thought about it though, just to get some type of “revenge” but I can’t bring myself to act like the people I despise to very much.
Either way, I may go do something tonight. I haven’t decided what to do just yet though. I don’t have many options to choose from. I was thinking about just dealing with the way people are but I then realized, I don’t deserve to be treated just any way. I am human, no matter what you think.
